Meditation and BDSM
New experience with you Madame, it was the third time I submitted to your desires. The first soft moments helped me to feel in the BDSM sphere, and little by little I found the place that soothes me.
This time, I really felt the intensity of these pleasant moments. I was in a lot of pain, especially with the whip. I hate the whip, I can't stand it, but I accept the pain. Despite the extreme intensity, I was able to go beyond the limit. The blows came one after the other, it was quite violent... I was in a lot of pain. But I never felt insecure, and I naturally trusted you. Your kindness is always there.
I was pleasantly surprised by some new practices, such as electricity. Although the intensity quickly increased, I had the impression that you wanted to rip out my sex. But no... you followed up with the use of probes in the urethra... A sharp pain accompanied by fear overcame me...
The following day, during the 2ème salvo, you gagged me and blindfolded me. That way, the fear was more manageable, even if it didn't stop my muffled screams.
The endgame was original, and although it was a first, the effect of being partially plastered with an outdoor submissive gave strange sensations, but so delightful.
On a more general note, over the past weekend, I can list the best moments:
- The most painful: the whip
- The most exciting: gagged, blindfolded, strapped to the examination table to be tortured
- The most beautiful: the submissive/submissive duo face to face with plastered hands
Your imagination is constantly full of surprises, making you feel happy.
And if we take a step back, it's these moments that allow me to blossom. In everyday life, your domination allows me to be fulfilled, to be zen... I find a certain self-confidence that grows as our playtime progresses. It's not easy to see it immediately, but in the long term, your domination and the rigor of your abuse allow me to free myself (= being tied up to free yourself).
Some choose meditation, I chose BDSM!
I'm looking forward to going even further, to going beyond, where I never imagined I'd go, thanks to you.
