My first steps in BDSM - Episode 1

I'd been drawn to the world of FemDom (Female Domination) and BDSM for several years. A few readings and exchanges on naughty blogs, the discovery of Sardax's engravings and the so-called «transgressive» side had first aroused my curiosity, then a keen interest and finally, the desire to «touch with my fingertips» (in other words, to see in real life what until now had only been theory, imagination and, let's face it, fantasy). Not easy, in fact, because there are life's obligations and ups and downs, time is not always available, but above all, you have to find the right person, the Lady who knows how to make you discover and love this universe, this world, her world.

Many dominas baptize themselves as such, but are they serious about their role or the expectations of their submissives? An encounter with such a Lady is based first and foremost on trust, respect and secrecy. It's an exploration of the shadow zone within each of us, and if you want to venture into it, you need to be sure of the partner or Lady who will be the Mistress of this game «between consenting adults». A game that combines cerebral and physical pleasure, as well as emotions that can be very strong. Personally, I was looking for cerebral pleasure, as submission to a Lady was first and foremost a state of mind that I wanted to put into practice.

I discovered Madame while «frogmarking» on the Net. I didn't know her before and finally met her almost by chance. I immediately found her to be a beautiful woman with a passion for leather. In a word, I was seduced by her charisma, her personality and, let's face it, her professionalism. As someone with a fetish for women in leather boots, I must admit I quickly fell under her spell. I then explored her site, which is particularly comprehensive, in greater detail each time I read it, and it was then that I realized I was dealing with the person I was looking for to submit me and introduce me to new sensations or delicious tortures. I wanted her to be the one.

I carefully filled in his comprehensive questionnaire and sent it to him without further questioning. I didn't hesitate. The questionnaire is important. The lady doesn't know me, and I have to introduce myself to her, explain my expectations and, above all, show her that I'm serious about what I'm doing. Because this questionnaire is also an application, in other words, an act of voluntariness to become her submissive. But the final decision rests with Madame. She alone accepts or rejects this application. She has the power and she doesn't compromise. I personally love writing, so I really enjoyed answering her questions. And writing well, without making (too many) mistakes, is already a sign of respect for Madame, who was quick to reply.

Nine days later, Madame put a leather submission collar around my neck, a symbol as beautiful as it was powerful, while I was completely naked in front of her. From then on, she was going to look after me, taking me under her protective wing. As I wanted to be feminized, Madame found me a beautiful wardrobe: beautiful effects (stockings, leather corset, belt, wig, ballet flats) that were pleasant to look at, touch and wear. And Madame also took great care with my make-up.

Next came admission to the dungeon: restraint between bracelets or leather ties, various penetrations with plugs or urethral probes (a real pleasure!), nipple torture... But without being able to see or say anything, blindfold, balaclava or ball gag being de rigueur... And above all, a wonderful session at the Saint-André cross, where swifts and whips introduced me to new pleasures between two sessions of tickle torture.

I must admit that I immediately felt at home, almost in my element, in Madame's world. Why was that? Firstly, because I wanted to discover it. But above all because with Madame, a real complicity was created, practically an invisible bond during this session. Feeling her touch, her warmth, was more than reassuring. It was a pleasure that added to the other pleasures I had in submitting to her, to her power over me.

In fact, with Madame, submission is as much a pleasure as it is a gourmet's delight, thanks to her benevolence, her authority, but also to the passion she puts into what she does and who she is. As a submissive, I immediately wanted to give myself to Madame, and I loved it. I was able to let go and now I'll be looking for sensations or emotions at least as strong, if not stronger. And I know Madame will be able to meet my expectations perfectly.

.The return to the «everyday» world came quickly, and I didn't feel much of a «subdrop». But it's important to be well prepared both mentally and physically before your stay in Madame's dungeon. Indeed, a beautiful and intense submission is also a beautiful gift of oneself to a Lady who also gives a lot of herself so that the magic of «letting go» works.

I really enjoyed writing my testimonial for two reasons. Firstly, because I wanted to make a small personal contribution to Madame's site, which has been very useful to me. Secondly, because the testimonials of other people who have been Madame's subjects or submissives have also helped me enormously and I wanted, in my turn, to be part of this process and help, who knows, other suitors...

I know I'll continue to ride the road together with Madame to become «her little submissive slut» that she can be proud of and take me wherever she wants. And then, frankly, I want to taste her dildos inside me, when booted and all leather-clad, she takes me vigorously and deeply into my orifices, including the most intimate.

Submitted F.