A submissive doll

My period of chastity will soon be coming to an end... and it's probably time to write these few lines to draw some conclusions...

First of all, I always make a habit of abstaining sexually before participating in events. For one reason only: to get sexual tension and make the most of it during the games, and outside the games.

I like the fact that you encourage me to extend my time, it's both surprising and exciting. It's what allows me to gain strength and progress in my submission. This submission makes me happy thanks to you, thanks to the different events you allow me to take part in, which I strive to surpass to make the most of it. This complicity is an absolute joy, you have this benevolence to take care of me so that I feel good, so that I'm in my element, so that I'm happy at your feet for the time of a parenthesis in our respective lives.

Thanks to this month without orgasmI was able to open up more through my sexuality. I've been working regularly on anal sex with dildos of increasing size, and I've been able to achieve a certain pleasure that's different from what I'm used to. This pleasure is intense, physically but above all psychologically. It allows you to discover yourself and reap all the benefits. I feel more involved in my submission to womenI'm becoming more willing to receive and accept a number of practices, which are also evolving with this deep-seated submission.

You introduced me to new things during this Parisian weekend, the first dedicated to BDSM, where I was able to discover a certain kind of lifestyle that's quite new to me, even if it's temporary. Thanks to you, I discovered people, places, objects... that thrill me and motivate me to continue my efforts. Thanks to this submission, I feel freer, I manage to free my mind, clear my head, and become this submissive male, or rather this submissive "thing"! I hope I can continue to offer you my body so you can exercise your dominatrix skills for as long as possible.

As for the gameplay, the submission effects are refined and evolve. Not being a big fan of intense pain, I end up missing it when it stops. It's a strange sensation, but I like having your marks on my body and I like receiving your different blows. It's not a choice, I accept it. Since I trust you, I'm ready to go wherever you want to take me... Only the word red exists, there's no more in-between, it's gone... I have no way out.

Envy is progressive. Pain allows you to be vulnerable and psychologically inferior to you. Our exchanges of glances confirm this.

Beyond the pain, there's what I am, what I'm becoming. My bestial side would like to get out more, I feel it present and it's looking to get out. Your visits to my orifices are important, they're very symbolic, they show that I'm fully yours and that I'm ready for you. the woman controls. I let myself go when you're inside me, you bring me a certain happiness when you reduce me to that sexual thing you love: me.

Thanks to you, I've discovered a state of being, this little whore that can be penetrated front and back. Thanks to you, I've discovered a new personality in the game, a way of submitting to you. So I can live out the deepest desires I've discovered thanks to you, and the path we're walking together is consolidating what I've become, a submissive doll.

I hope one day to meet a woman who can share my life as a submissivewhich will have been made possible thanks to you.

I love our game. I love you.

Note from Inanna Justice:

I have a special relationship with this submissive and he has the right to be on first-name terms with me. This is not the case for everyone. When you contact me, you must be polite.