{"id":5493,"date":"2022-01-04T11:30:11","date_gmt":"2022-01-04T09:30:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/inannajustice.com\/?post_type=temoignages&#038;p=5493"},"modified":"2023-11-13T17:14:32","modified_gmt":"2023-11-13T16:14:32","slug":"absence-presence-2021","status":"publish","type":"temoignages","link":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/temoignages\/absence-presence-2021\/","title":{"rendered":"From absence to presence"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The session begins with the contact of <strong>your hands on my skin<\/strong>. Firm and delicate at the same time, they immediately invite me to the <strong>letting go<\/strong> and show me that I'm in your space, here and now, where only your presence counts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You then place me in a hammock, immobilized at the upper body and ankle level, where time becomes suspended. Deprived of sight, I can only imagine your gestures, your gaze. You direct a movement that makes me feel as if I'm on a swing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It's a poetic, soothing movement, <strong>full of affection<\/strong>. And I'm plunged into an almost meditative torpor, face to face with myself, with a stream of thoughts that vanish in the grace of the present moment. I'm barely aware of your absence, which isn't really an absence at all... I can't see you, I can't feel you, but I know you're silently observing the scene, the slightest nuance of my reactions and my breathing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Nov-2021-1-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"GODEUSE BOTTES absence presence\" class=\"wp-image-5473 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Nov-2021-1-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Nov-2021-1-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Nov-2021-1-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Nov-2021-1.jpg 800w\" data-sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 683px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 683\/1024;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Nov-2021-1-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"GODEUSE BOTTES absence presence\" class=\"wp-image-5473\" srcset=\"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Nov-2021-1-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Nov-2021-1-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Nov-2021-1-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Nov-2021-1.jpg 800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/><\/noscript><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Everything now seems slower, deeper, and as you approach again, each touch reveals a poignant, unexpected intensity. When your knees discreetly brush my thighs, I shudder. And when your hands energetically grasp my breast, I can't help but surrender to your determination.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At the end of this sequence, I'm no longer aware of the gravity of time passing.  A <strong>new form of immobilization<\/strong> follows the previous one: this time, my whole body is restricted, as if in suspension. I observe my breath, a serenity that settles in with this <strong>vulnerability<\/strong> that reveals itself. And again, I know you're with me, even if I'm disorientated by a changing inner and outer environment. All that remains is the pulse of music, the perception of a space almost outside the world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Then your body takes hold of mine again, releasing it for an instant to compose a <strong>tactile, carnal choreography<\/strong>a ballet of sensations. You handle <strong>cords<\/strong> with ease and dexterity, and I soon find myself on my stomach, your foot holding me down. This posture gradually brings me back to a more vivid reality, the contact with the earth having a comforting dimension in its extreme humility.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A few moments later, I'm finally standing in front of you, immersed in your gaze, and you're inviting me to offer my back to your games of impact. I know I can tell you if the intensity seems too much, but the most important thing for me at this moment is sharing. My long-restrained body seems to be gradually warming up, freeing itself from tension, and simply living.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The session ends in a new reclining posture, which represents a transition before leaving your space. The contradiction between brain and body made its mark on me at this point. I don't feel as if several hours have passed, yet I feel deep within me <strong>the weight and emotions of experience<\/strong>. It takes me several minutes to take in the complexity of this state of mind, and I know you're always there to welcome and offer the possibility of opening up to yourself and to others.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignnone size-large wp-image-5474\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"769\" height=\"1024\" data-src=\"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/P1060811-769x1024.jpeg\" alt=\"DOMINA PARIS BDSM absence presence\" class=\"wp-image-5474 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/P1060811-769x1024.jpeg 769w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/P1060811-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/P1060811-768x1023.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/P1060811.jpeg 901w\" data-sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 769px) 100vw, 769px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 769px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 769\/1024;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"769\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/P1060811-769x1024.jpeg\" alt=\"DOMINA PARIS BDSM absence presence\" class=\"wp-image-5474\" srcset=\"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/P1060811-769x1024.jpeg 769w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/P1060811-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/P1060811-768x1023.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/P1060811.jpeg 901w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 769px) 100vw, 769px\" \/><\/noscript><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Inanna Justice, Dominatrix in Paris<\/figcaption><\/figure>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":5447,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false},"class_list":["post-5493","temoignages","type-temoignages","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/temoignages\/5493","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/temoignages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/temoignages"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5493"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5447"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5493"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}