{"id":10730,"date":"2026-06-21T21:18:44","date_gmt":"2026-06-21T19:18:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/?post_type=temoignages&#038;p=10730"},"modified":"2026-06-21T21:22:55","modified_gmt":"2026-06-21T19:22:55","slug":"inannapoly","status":"publish","type":"temoignages","link":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/temoignages\/inannapoly\/","title":{"rendered":"Inannapoly"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">10:12 a.m.: I get off the train and head toward an ATM at Gare de l\u2019Est. I\u2019m short half the amount I need to send to Inanna Justice. First ATM: out of service\u2026 no big deal\u2014I know there\u2019s another one at the other end. Second ATM: out of service\u2026 <em>Oh man!! <\/em>Well, I'll go after I get off the subway\u2026 <em>Could I have seen it coming? Of course! Did I? Of course not! <\/em>I get off the subway\u2026 cash in hand, I open the envelope and quickly stuff the bills inside. This is pretty rare for me\u2014I\u2019m always at Inanna\u2019s ten hours early\u2014but not this time. I\u2019m five minutes early when I arrive at the door. At least that saves me from panicking while I wait\u2026 I\u2019m standing in front of the door. After climbing five flights of stairs, I knock\u2026 I wait thirty seconds, and the door opens slowly. The woman behind the door is wearing leather\u2026 she greets me with a:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Are you crazy?<br>&nbsp;\u2014 Yes\u2026<br>&nbsp;\u2014 Well, I didn't hear it. You probably didn't knock hard enough\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Um\u2026 or maybe you can't hear anything\u2026 No, don't say that! Don't even start!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We're talking\u2026 The lady says to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 All right then, since you've decided we're doing what I want! Are you ready? Are we playing Scrabble today?<br>&nbsp;\u2014 Okay!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She laughs\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;\u2014 Well, after all, why not! A BDSM version of Scrabble would be right up my alley!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Hey, have you ever played Innanapoly?<br>&nbsp;\u2014 No\u2026<br>&nbsp;\u2014 Let's do it! I always win\u2026<br>&nbsp;\u2014 That's what the game is designed for!<br>&nbsp;\u2014 No\u2026 but how am I supposed to play\u2026 yes!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At that moment, I laugh\u2026 I love to play, so let's go!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Time for a shower!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All right\u2026 I'll put that darn envelope\u2014the one that almost made me late\u2014on the table.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But why go into such detail about this money business? First of all, because none of the stories I read ever act as if it didn't exist, but above all\u2026 it's because of what's coming next!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Once I'm all clean, I knock on the bathroom door while kneeling. She opens the door\u2026 with my envelope in her hand!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 What are these bills?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It's true that playing the Monopoly remake really gets under her skin! They're all upset\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I explain that I went to the ATM just before\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 They're not the right way around!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em>But who cares!\u00a0<\/em><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She throws the bills at me in the bathroom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In my head, I bite my cheek to keep from saying the line that pops into my head right away:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Thank you, ma'am, for giving me this money! Shut up!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pick it up\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I reach out my hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Not like that!\u2026 With your feet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm on my knees\u2026 I've never been allowed to get back up. So I start twisting my knees to grab the bills with my feet and put them in the right order! It's such a hassle!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She's making fun of me\u2026 she also says she gets a nice view when I spread my legs\u2026 weirdly enough, I don't care at all! I'm already getting annoyed at the tickets that won't flip over!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 I wouldn't have done it that way! You're not making any effort! I don't matter to you, is that it!<br>&nbsp;\u2014 No way! I'm trying!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She points out that I'm pretty but not smart. It doesn't bother me at all. No, it annoys me that I'm not successful, but I don't measure my intellectual abilities by my ability to flip bills with my toes! Should I? Maybe\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She finally said to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Oh, there's so much to do here! I'll show you!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She's more skilled than I am\u2014no doubt about it! However, I point out to her that she's standing up!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 I never gave you that instruction! You made it up on your own!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah, that\u2019s true\u2026 that said, there\u2019s another rule for people like me who get spanked: don\u2019t get up without permission. It\u2019s an unspoken rule that I never even questioned\u2026 Maybe that was the point? I don\u2019t think so\u2026 That said, it must have made her laugh not to tell me I could get up!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm up, but I don't really feel much better! This all seems to be taking forever!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Do you realize I'm not doing anything right now?<br>&nbsp;\u2014 Yeah, I know!<br>&nbsp;\u2014 (\u2026)<br>&nbsp;\u2014 I should have used my credit card!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Besides, that's not true! She was just messing around, making a breeze right before that and turning the light on and off several times in rhythm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Some of the bills got creased from being handled so much!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 I don't want them to be bent!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>An insult in my head!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But I step on them to unfold them\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 As far as humiliation goes, that's pretty bad!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em>Yeah, right\u2026 it's not like I'm going to end up with tickets that smell like feet! Shut up, Justine!<\/em><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They\u2019re finally standing more or less straight after putting up with my signs of irritation, which made Madame laugh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pick them up and give them to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I make sure to organize them neatly before giving them to her, which makes her smile, but there\u2019s no way I\u2019m going to let her find an excuse to hassle me even more about the bills.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am now \"Madame\" even in the dungeon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">An Inannapoly game board is set up on the cage. It\u2019s a very nice board, full of squares with challenges, two dice, and chance cards. She explains the rules to me. I listen to her\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">First die: it's for moving forward.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Second die\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In my head: <em>It's to back up!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Is that for the number of strokes or the duration of the practice\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Oh, okay.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The goal is to reach the end with money left over, without using a SW. I get to use one wild card. There are \u00abGo Back to Start\u00bb squares, but she thinks there are too many, so she covers up a few of them and replaces them with: \u201cSlave\u2019s Choice.\u201d That\u2019s me!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Where I'll choose whatever practice I want!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This game is really well-made.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She tells me that the game is still pretty gender-biased: \u00abI\u2019m playing with a man,\u00bb so if I land on certain squares, she\u2019ll adjust accordingly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She said to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 If I win, I'll treat you to dinner! And if you lose\u2026 what are you going to treat me to?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I laugh! It's obvious that I'm going to lose, it's just as obvious that I'm going to suffer, and now, on top of that, I have to give him something. I don't answer him\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We look at each other intently.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She turns off the music.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">His probing gaze is starting to make me uncomfortable!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 So\u2026 what's your answer?<br>&nbsp;\u2014 Isn't it nice to have me here?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh, come on, that doesn't seem to be enough!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She\u2019s already letting me know that, on top of that, there will be penalty points for any insolence. She\u2019s writing these little sticks on her Post-it note.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm smiling! It cracks me up when she does that!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'll suggest a restaurant, too. That's not enough for him.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;\u2014 I mentioned something a little while ago in the next room!<br>&nbsp;\u2014 But we talked about so many things!<br>&nbsp;\u2014 It's not my problem if you didn't pay attention!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Grrrrr\u2026 I can't think of anything! She didn't mention a single thing she wanted! Just stuff she bought\u2026 Well, actually, she must have said something\u2026 Yeah, there was definitely something\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'll take the dice and roll them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 No, just one die!<br>&nbsp;\u2014 Huh?<br>&nbsp;\u2014 Okay, so you didn't listen to me!<br>&nbsp;\u2014 But what if\u2026<br>&nbsp;\u2014 I told you: the first die is for moving forward.<br>&nbsp;\u2014 And the second one is for backing up.<br>&nbsp;\u2014 No way! It's the number of strokes!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Oh yeah, gosh, that's right! That's what she said! I was the one who thought it was for backing up!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Damn attention problems that make me forget all the instructions!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And it's not going to happen just once! Every time I get a new instruction, I mess everything up! I even go so far as to forget to roll the second die!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 You\u2019re not listening to anything! (\u2026) You haven\u2019t listened to anything yet!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But when I listen\u2026 my mind just wanders off somewhere else right after\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I know\u2026 it's a pain!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I came across the \u00abWall\u00bb square. So I have to get into the Wall position against the wall\u2014so far, so good\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 I don't know if you've noticed, but there are some toys in the room.<br>&nbsp;\u2014 Yeah, I saw that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well, yeah, I saw that\u2026 I gave her that toy for her birthday! It\u2019s a little looped cane\u2026 Why did I give her that? It hurts like hell! And even more so on unprepared skin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Are we going to do this for 5 minutes or 5 rounds?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don't react.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAs you wish, ma\u2019am\u2026\u201d she said to me. \u201cFor that, it\u2019ll be five minutes.\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pfff\u2026 Either way, whether I spoke or not, it would have taken five minutes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Ohhh, how rude! I'm adding a penalty point!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I pretend to protest, but it makes me laugh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Aaahhhh! Ouch! Oohhhh!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She's having the time of her life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 I'd rather use a cane than this thing! Ouch, ouch, ouch!!! That hurts!!! Ouch!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It seems to make her laugh to see me moaning and screaming that it hurts! Ouch!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 You'd rather use the cane? Are you sure?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I hesitate and say:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Yes, ma'am!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 What a manipulator!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Ouch! Ow! Hmm! Oohhhh! Aiiieuh!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Oh, look, Sophie's already here! Hi, Sophie!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Hmm\u2026 hmm\u2026 hmmm\u2026 it\u2019s true that my screams aren\u2019t the same! It hurts, uh\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Aren't you even checking the timer?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 No, I trust you!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The worst part is that it's true! I trust her completely, even though she's hitting me all over with that thing I was stupid enough to give her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All right, that's it!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She hugs me and says:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 I'm not afraid to hurt you! That's why I'm hurting you! It's for your own good! I'm hurting you because I love you!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I look at her\u2026 torn between smiling, telling her that I love her too, and rolling my eyes! Not a toxic thing to say at all\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm rolling the dice again\u2026: Ticking! Five more minutes\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 You can only tickle me 5 times, or else!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em>Come on, there goes another attitude point. Shut up, for heaven's sake!<\/em><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She pushes me up against the wall so I'm facing her, and then she starts tickling me! <em>Oh no, she's decided to use hypnosis\u2026<\/em> She wants to reinforce the fact that her thumb tickles me so, so, so much\u2026 and that just the mention of her thumb makes me laugh as if I were being tickled\u2026 not only during the session, but also afterward and even later on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Am I laughing as I write this? Absolutely!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm laughing, I'm laughing, I'm laughing!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It tickles my body, and sometimes it hurts!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wait, I haven't started on the feet yet!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have to put my foot on a stool, and she tickles it at the same time as the rest of my body! It\u2019s unbearable and so cool at the same time! I pull my foot away! Another attitude point\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I head back to the game board, drenched in sweat from laughing so hard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Let's roll the dice:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Straightjacket!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Hmm, I really like that!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I find myself in a straitjacket, suspended from the ceiling for a few minutes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She said to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Come on now, break free!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It's impossible, but it's so funny!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now I've landed on a square: ball gag and 4!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have to wear the gag for 4 turns!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She gets a kick out of hurting me when she puts it in, giving my breast a little tug while she's at it! Grrr\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Come on, let's roll the dice with a gag in our mouths!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00abStarting Point,\u00bb which she replaced with \u00abThe Slave's Choice\u00bb...<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Oh, I don't like that!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(Point 1.) If there\u2019s one thing I really hate during a session, it\u2019s being given a choice. Even if it\u2019s between two instruments. First of all, because it instantly puts me in the position of the decision-maker, and I don\u2019t want to be\u2026 in that position\u2026 maybe that\u2019s a real sign that I\u2019m not \u00abjust\u00bb a bottom after all.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A thousand things are going on inside me! First, a thousand ideas pop into my head! Then I look at the person in front of me and tell myself she won\u2019t like those ideas. (Yes, yes\u2014even the ones where I know she will!) Then I tell myself it\u2019s not up to me to decide! Then I tell myself that I\u2019m going to force them to do something they might not even want to do right now! Then I think about things that hurt! Then I tell myself I don\u2019t want to feel pain! Then I tell myself I do! Then I tell myself that maybe it\u2019s coming at the wrong time during the session! Then I tell myself that she\u2019ll need to set things up, move furniture, go get something\u2026 that it\u2019ll be disruptive. Then I think that maybe it\u2019s a bad idea and, besides, it\u2019s not up to me to decide! Then I stop thinking about anything, and nothing else comes to mind\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And the person waits\u2026  I\u2019ve come across these panels so many times! It\u2019s always the same process! Sometimes something just came out of my mouth, but\u2014except for the first time\u2014it wasn\u2019t really what I\u2019d thought of first! So in this story, the lady will find out what I actually thought of first each time!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And then assume that the string of thoughts mentioned earlier followed\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I motion for him to hit me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She said to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Spanking!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Oh no\u2026 I want to be slapped!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It's been way too long since anyone slapped me. I hate that! But I love\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">How could that have been a trigger for so long!?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I show him my cheek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She looks surprised.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Do you want me to slap you?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I nod yes! The second die lands on 4.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Oh, 4\u2014that should be fine!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Face to face, she looks at me and SMACK!!!!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Oh my God!!! She's not faking it!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The second one almost knocks me out, and the third one reminds me that I have a jaw!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She's holding my neck\u2014and therefore my head! I look her in the eyes while she slaps me!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 I feel like spitting on you when I see you like that!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Do it!!!!!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(Yeah, I thought that! It still doesn't feel right inside my mouth\u2026 but on the outside, I'd take it\u2026)&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She holds back, though, and slaps me a fourth time, which makes me feel vulnerable in a split second!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm heading back to the set feeling a little\u2026 well, pretty shaken up!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now I've run into Femdom Tax! I owe her 500 Inannabillet. I've already lost quite a bit of money before because some of those boxes, on top of torturing me, were costing me money.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm waiting\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She said to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 It's your turn, right?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm just kidding\u2026 I don't know what I was expecting\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And here we go again: The slave's choice!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The first thing that comes to mind: electroplay\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then\u2026 see point 1!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2013 You want me to choose for you! I\u2019ve got plenty of ideas myself\u2026\u2013 <em>I don't doubt it!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I show him the cane because I still have my gag!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>It still means I have to push everything\u2026 Darn!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plus, I know Inanna so well now when we play that I can tell from the look in her eyes:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Too soon! Save the cane for the end!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That just reinforces point 1. It's not up to me to decide!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh well, I said it\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She hit me five times with her cane!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;<em>We turned everything upside down for just five shots\u2026<\/em>Clarification of point 1.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can take off the gag. Now I'm back at square one\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We're starting over from scratch, and on top of that, I owe money!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I roll the dice again: Ready to Please\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hmm\u2026 I know that\u2014it\u2019s a position.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Oh, no, that requires getting down on your knees. Do the chair pose instead.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Hey, but I was fine with being on my knees!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Insolence\u2026 one point deducted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So I sit down, all the while crying out against the injustice in my head.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And she keeps using her cane to annoy me!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Tell me a story, Justine! It makes it easier to move the chair\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 It's Inanna Justice's story that's keeping me in a wheelchair and causing me pain!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Tell me more about Inanna Justice, then\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Uh... She's a mean lady!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em>Why did you say that?\u00a0<\/em><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Annnnnnnhhhhhh! One point off\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm laughing!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Once I checked again, I came across Femdom Tax once more! And it was down another 500.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm out of money! I've officially lost!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But my wife still wants to play, so she's lending me 600 Inannabillet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And heads up\u2014I have to sign the loan agreement! It\u2019s written on a torn piece of paper, but it\u2019s still a contract.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'll sign it!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She said to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 You don't even know the terms of the loan\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Well, no\u2026 I didn't have a choice anyway!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now I've come across *The Hands of the Goddess*.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She looks happy\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">4 minutes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>It lasted more than 4 minutes!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I sit down in front of her, and she starts massaging the back of my neck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She calms me down\u2026 She presses on my heart and chest and tells me to calm down\u2026 I calm down. But I\u2019m still hot\u2026 And she starts to choke me! Very quickly. Too quickly. I panic! I can\u2019t catch my breath\u2026 and I\u2019m suffocating! My reflexes kick in instantly. I pat her. I want to push her hands away\u2026 She speaks to me calmly. Tells me I\u2019m safe\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>I know that!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But I just can't help it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No matter how much I tell myself I won't do that next time, I end up doing it anyway! It's a wonderful moment, though\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 <em>Well, yeah, that's true! Such a great moment! Letting yourself be smothered!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 <em>Good thing I'm here to stop you from doing that\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u2014 But she's not going to smother me!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u2014 But look! You're trying to catch your breath, and she's pressing even harder on your mouth and nose!!!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Just a little longer\u2026 not now\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 <em>Can you believe it!? You're dying, and she's still saying, \"Just a little more\"!!!! She's crazy!!! Get her hands off you!!!!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Come on, it's Inanna!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She gives me a kiss on the head and massages me a little more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It's choking me, too, but that's just a minor detail!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We'll get back up and keep playing!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I came across *Blindness*.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 You're going to have to trust me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Look at the set!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm looking... And suddenly she blocks my view!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Go on, then: play!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have to find the dice\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I find them and roll, hoping it's the right die. I roll a club.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lucky Card!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm shooting: The slave's choice!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Oh no!<\/em>&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She takes the card out. I draw another one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She takes off my blindfold so I can read: *The Slave's Choice*! <em>Oh my gosh!!!! <\/em>She removes all the \u00abSlave\u2019s Choice\u00bb cards. <em>That's enough\u2014there are already too many people on set!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I ran into a pig! And I had 6 minutes!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She said to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Are you using your wild card?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Well, what am I supposed to do?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 So you have to play the bad guy\u2026 joker?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Huh? No way! That's so funny!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That seems to surprise her! But why on earth? That\u2019s never been one of my limits. Okay, fine, I don\u2019t have that kink at all and I don\u2019t particularly like it, but it\u2019s really funny! Maybe she\u2019s right. I\u2019m not that easy to humiliate\u2026 or maybe I do like it a little\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;Oops!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Well, if you're going to be a pig, then get down on all fours!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Okay!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She hands me my blindfold and\u2014whoosh\u2026 The little minx in me comes out! Well\u2026 I can\u2019t help but laugh at times. Plus, I can\u2019t see a thing! I\u2019m this close to crashing into the cage, and Inanna has to shield me with her body! I snort, I let out grunts and \u201chuiiiiiiiiii\u201d sounds as if I were being torn apart, and I end up rolling around in the dungeon\u2019s imaginary mud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sometimes I hear Inanna laughing or saying things like, \u00abNow that\u2019s a real slut! A real slut wallowing in the mud!\u00bb&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I must look completely ridiculous like this\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Yeah, well, anyway\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>No more than when I scream because someone hits me in the end!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My talent for imitating farm animals was bound to pay off someday!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>You're talking nonsense, Justine!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Here I am again, human and standing tall! The dice are forcing the gag back on me!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Grrrr\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At least I can shout as much as I want.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh\u2026 The Slave's Choice Again!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I tell him I hate having to choose!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The first thing that comes to mind: Step on me!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Why didn't I say that?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well, because\u2026 maybe she doesn't feel like it\u2026 see point 1.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And then: a candle\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Yeah, but then we'll have to wash it\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And then: electroplay\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>It takes too much preparation\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Well, she can just make my breasts hurt\u2014she loves that!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Yeah, but\u2026 I\u2019m two days away from my period, and actually, I feel more sensitive\u2014it\u2019s a bad idea! Unless she decides to do it, I\u2019m not that much of a masochist!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u2013 Well, yes!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u2013 Yeah, but no, so I don't know\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Well, too late\u2014come here!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh no, I don't have a good feeling about this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She put two rubber bands around my body a little while ago! She\u2019s already been having fun snapping them every now and then! It hurts so much!!! It wasn\u2019t even fair\u2014it wasn\u2019t even part of the game!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Do you want her to decide yes or no? She's never happy!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The die rolled a 1, so it'll be 10 because he doesn't like 1!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>That's unfair! Inanna, Justice? Yeah, right! Inanna, Injustice\u2014that suits her better!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She slaps me several times with the rubber band.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She keeps pushing me forward and forward and forward, and then she lets go of the elastic!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On my butt it's still kind of okay, but on my stomach I hate it every single time!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After a few more strokes, she asked me if I had counted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Of course not!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I was too focused on my pain!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Oh, well, if you're not counting, we're back to square one!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Insult, insult, insult, insult in my head!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She stands up to face me\u2014she's got that sadistic look on her face!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em>That hurts!!!!<\/em><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Every time a rubber band snaps! I yell out swear words! It hurts so much! And she\u2019s so full of herself, hurting me like that! I let out screams of rage!  This time, though, I\u2019m keeping track. There\u2019s no way she\u2019s going to do it again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Oh, my sides really hurt\u2014wait\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 <em>Oh my God!!!!!!!!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 You'll see\u2014on your stomach, too!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>But I've seen this before! She's been doing that for a while now! Even during other games, she was playing with her damn rubber bands!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My upper back, too!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don't know why, but I've noticed it several times now: when she hits me on the upper back, between my shoulders, it instantly makes me want to cry. I feel vulnerable with just a single blow! It's incredible!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I realized this the first time she played that spot a few months ago\u2026 but since then I\u2019ve noticed that it has nothing to do with the cane, because no matter what instrument she uses, it creates that effect!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm trying to figure out why. In any case, I'm letting people know\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because that's also what made me give up a few minutes later.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If you arrive at 10, it's over!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And she said to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 So there are 8 of us, right?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm screaming through my gag!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Nooo! Nooo! Nooo! 10!!! It's over!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm using hand gestures to signal \"Stop!\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She said to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Are you sure? I counted eight myself!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh no!!!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I've already had\u2014I'm almost sure\u2014between 15 and 20 of these because I didn't count them; they're not going to rip me off again!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Justine will rip you off no matter what! She's the one who decides\u2026 the game is named after her!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u2013 Yeah\u2026 maybe, but it was a 10!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I roll the dice again and once more land on the Femdom tax and a 1. I give her 100<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 You owe me 1,000&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Huh?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh, but you don't listen to a thing! I told you, 1 is 1,000.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Oh yeah, that's right! But 1,000, 200, 300, 400\u2014that just doesn't make any sense! It doesn't make sense! My brain just won't accept it! What do you mean, I'm being disingenuous and just don't want to admit that I forgot?&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u2014 <\/em>Give me 100\u2014I want to keep playing!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I stumbled upon *Ready to Please*.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She points to the wall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Holy crap!!!!!! Damn chair!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Are you pulling my leg?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 I have a gag in my mouth!!!!!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She's laughing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Lower your butt some more! Lower!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm complaining.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Oh, you know, I'm doing this for your own good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Man, that's sooooo cool!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Oh, that\u2019s so cheeky! You said, \u201cThat can\u2019t be true!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em>Oh my gosh, she figured it out!\u00a0<\/em><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My poor thighs are on fire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plus, I was already sore before I even got here!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now I'm coming across this again: The Slave's Choice!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh my gosh!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Look what's on the tray!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em>Yeah, well, what's on the set is awful!<\/em><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm thinking about genital stuff<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is the first time they've crossed my mind, but I'm sick of being in pain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Liar!!!!!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm just two days away from my period, so my libido is through the roof!!!!! But once again\u2026 See point 1!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There's no way I'm going to ask her to do things she might not want to do!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm looking at the set.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 What's the black box?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I ask\u2026 Bad idea\u2026 It was written there: Paddle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">6 shots!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She hits me six times with her paddle on my lower back\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well, it hurts, but at least I know what it is!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Let's go back there and\u2026 The slave's choice!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>I hate this game!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I say:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Something nice!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I turn my head. There's a swift hanging to my left.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I said to him:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Martinet!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I didn't even think about it! Something nice! But what an idiot! She's the one holding it! She's not nice at all!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don't remember how many minutes it was, but I suspect she wasn't really paying attention either!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She uses it like a whip several times, and my sides burn like hell!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Oh, but you're yelling too loud!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\"She said, turning up the music.\".<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I smile. The more it hurts, the more I scream\u2014or laugh at myself for screaming!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That whip is rarely used gently!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Damn, that really hurts!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Well, yeah, that's what she wants!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It's finally over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Man, that was intense!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This time, Inannapoly is finished.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I roll a 4 and land on the finish square! That said, I've been losing for a while now!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm 400 in the red in my bank account, and I have some attitude points to work off\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Well, that sounds just like my life, then!&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And what better way to atone than to be tied to the Cross of Saint Andrew!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>That really sounds like my life!&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm getting six lashes with the strap!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Um\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I really, really love this instrument! Really, really, really LOVE it!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Let's practice now!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I thought I\u2019d escape the whip today\u2026 I was wrong\u2026 Several whips are going to be used on me, and not all of them are exactly gentle. She starts\u2026 and not gently. Man, it\u2019s been a long time, actually. The whip licks my skin as if there were blades of fire at its tip! I moan, I whimper, but very quickly I come to terms with it. There\u2019s a whip, and there\u2019s Inanna Justice holding it\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm going to suffer anyway, so I might as well give up... She whips me, and I groan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>What was I saying earlier about the whip? That she used it like a whip? Damn it\u2026 I was wrong! It hurts a lot more\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But sometimes it changes, and sometimes it doesn't hurt that much\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But actually, yeeeees!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It works on every part of my back!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The hips\u2026 Sometimes the sides and the back! The upper back\u2026 It almost makes me cry\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Almost there? Justine\u2026 come on\u2026 you can do it!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>I've never cried under the whip\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u2013 Yeah, but this is the only way to let it all out! Let her hit you and start crying\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The first tears are falling\u2026 But the snake\u2019s tongue keeps licking every part of my body!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can hear him say to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 This is all your fault, Justine! I don't like punishing you\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She knows exactly what she's doing! She's playing on my weaknesses\u2026 And it's working!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019m sobbing softly now, then a little harder, as the whip cracks down on me. Can I tell her to stop? Yes. I still can. But I don\u2019t want to! I trust her\u2026 She\u2019ll stop when the time is right.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Twice the word \u201cred\u201d explodes in my head, but both times the next blow is weaker, and the whip cracks in my ear instead of against my skin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm at the end now! I'm crying my eyes out while she whips me\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yet she continues.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can hear myself shouting \u00abno\u00bb while I\u2019m crying\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>Why are you saying no? Tell him to stop\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u2013 No, it's a reflex because it hurts\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>I'm letting go\u2026<\/em>Crying makes me feel better\u2026 I hug the cross while she whips me\u2026 And maybe she\u2019s right\u2026 Maybe I need to be whipped\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And she stops!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She comes up behind me\u2026 and wraps her arms around my back. I keep crying\u2026 But it feels good\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She's leaving the room!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Why did she leave? Nooo, don't go!&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She's back\u2026 She's running an ice cube over my skin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It feels so good! She unfastens the gag\u2014which had been serving as my collar\u2014from the strap, and I smile because even without the collar, taking off the gag has the same effect. The ice cube has partly stopped my tears! She unties me while hugging me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She thanks me for crying for her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2013 Please let go!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She\u2019s right\u2026 But thanks to her! I\u2019m exhausted!!! So exhausted\u2026 She leads me over to her piece of furniture and gently ties me to it\u2026 She\u2019s talking\u2026 I know she\u2019s telling me I can cry some more and that she\u2019s talking about transition\u2026 I don\u2019t understand everything! She tells me to recall the emotions from the session: the panic, the laughter, the tears, the pain\u2014to return to my body\u2026 The end feels like a dream.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I know I'm going out. And I'm thirsty, too.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She gives me some arnica because my sides are covered in whip marks, and I head for the shower.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In the shower, I think:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2013 No more whipping!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">- <em>What are you talking about, Justine\u2026 You\u2019re back at it on Thursday!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u2013 Yeah, well, okay\u2026 maybe it was fun\u2026 maybe I'll do it again\u2026 maybe\u2026 Okay, fine, not \"maybe.\".&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I came home with marks on my skin, but more importantly, with marks in my mind!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A vanilla friend of mine was telling me recently that she didn't understand how someone could love someone else and hurt them so much.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I tried to explain it to him, but in the end, maybe I should have just told him:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After a whipping session, what sticks in my mind isn't the sound of the whip cracking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It's not the sharp pain of the blades on my skin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It's not the brands.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not even my partner's silence while I'm crying and she keeps hitting me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No. What sticks in my mind is:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She can do it even if it hurts me!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Precisely because she doesn't want to hurt me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And it would be much worse for me if she said to me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 No, I don't think you're capable of that.<br>&nbsp;\u2014 No, I'm not going to touch you.<br>&nbsp;\u2014 You're not strong enough.<br>&nbsp;\u2014 That hurts too much.<br>&nbsp;\u2014 I'm quitting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The more she whips, the more I hear:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 You're amazing!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And above all, what sticks with me is the tenderness behind that moment. The unspoken thanks. The tears we let ourselves shed. The smiles\u2026 And the laughter. She was right to tell me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 I'm hitting you because I love you!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I take back what I said\u2026 It wasn't toxic\u2014or maybe just a little  \ud83d\ude08<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After all, if Monopoly is a life simulation game, then Inannapoly is a life simulation game, too!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because life is fun and painful, kind of like the crack of a whip!<\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":5226,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":""},"class_list":["post-10730","temoignages","type-temoignages","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/temoignages\/10730","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/temoignages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/temoignages"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10730"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5226"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10730"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}