{"id":10394,"date":"2025-07-28T10:04:20","date_gmt":"2025-07-28T08:04:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/?post_type=temoignages&p=10394"},"modified":"2025-07-28T10:04:23","modified_gmt":"2025-07-28T08:04:23","slug":"un-alien-a-la-justice-room","status":"publish","type":"temoignages","link":"https:\/\/inannajustice.com\/en\/temoignages\/un-alien-a-la-justice-room\/","title":{"rendered":"An alien at the Justice Room"},"content":{"rendered":"

Two weeks ahead: Today, a short visio is scheduled with Inanna to discuss a few questions for our next session in two weeks. Yesterday, I was thinking about my various fears and I find myself stuck... I have an anxiety level that can go through the roof very quickly, but real fear? I don't know... My fears are mainly psychological, that I'll be abandoned or rejected for who I really am once I've dared to show it fully. I'm also afraid of being seen as really stupid. I'm also afraid of being taken back and set on fire without being able to defend myself, or of disappointing people, but I'm constantly playing with all that! She asks me if I agree to play with fake fluids... I'm intrigued but I accept. She asks me what I read and what kind of books or films I like... um... I'm a pretty good reader, I like a lot of things, but I answer that I like science fiction or psychological films! When it comes down to it, I like to be completely mindfucked!   <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Madame tells me about a list of multiple practices to complete. The next day, I fill in the 12 practice pages. Some I find amusing, others perplexing. I hesitate, I question, I clarify. Then I send it off, and may fate be kind to me... <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Six days before, Madame sends me a quick e-mail to say that she can't read me, compares my handwriting to that of a doctor and writes that it's not a compliment! She asks me to send back what I've written by e-mail, with a final threat.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n